“The Queen of Wands sits upon a throne decorated with lions facing opposing directions, a symbol of fire and strength. In her left hand, on her crown and behind her are sunflowers, symbolizing life, fertility, joy, and satisfaction, and her right-hand holds a wand with one small sprout springing to life. A black cat sits at her feet, a sign that while this Queen is bold and outgoing she is also in touch with her shadow self – the darker, lesser-known side of her being.” – source

“You learn to focus on the living,” he explained, still embracing her. “People will always die. It is simply a fact. Sometimes it feels like the grief will kill you, but it doesn’t. You continue living, even if you feel you no longer deserve life. Those pieces of your soul will remain missing, but eventually, you will not notice them as much.”

― Sara C. Roethle, Queen of Wands

We are the warriors, the lovers, and the failures, but we get a special power that is bonding everything back together in case everything is falling apart. We are creative, we share pure love and we live with this feminine power that abundance our souls. For many days we are just struggling to, but nothing costs to dream, to manifest, and to create out of thin air. We have a magic wand and even if is not visible to everyone, we have the power to recreate and rebuild the world from ashes. We have the power of words when we are not afraid the speak up our minds when we have the courage to say “I love you”, and more important when we are not embarrassed to say ” I am sorry”. We have so much to offer in a kind voice, out of pure innocence we encourage others to succeed even though we are struggling to not fall apart. We influence others through our vision, with our courage and determination, which feels naive and risky for the audience. We never get bored with ourselves because we are leading a busy life, and juggling many balls in the air that looks insane but gives us power. We instill confidence in others that lost their hope, and we give them the power and self-assurance that they can achieve anything they set in their minds. We are an example for many that couldn’t found their way, we are vibrating harmony and we rewrite the history in poems. In our energy, passion, and enthusiasm, are drawn sad souls that get intoxicated with beauty and with joy. They are getting so close to our light like a hungry moth, and are almost forced to get to look closer in their shadow self. Some people get tired of just looking at us always on the go, but there is no rest from passions and desires. We have a dark sense of humor, and death is just another step to take in a different place. We are not afraid of losing a body, because we are aware that our soul is eternal. We know that life is not a rigid definition, and creative solutions will make us happy and keep us active. We are courageous and individualistic, taking the risk to appear self-centered or selfish. How can someone so lovely and wishing love for others can be named egoistic?

“You are the most loving creature I have ever known,” he muttered. “You may feel you have nothing to offer, but you love everyone as fiercely as most only love a single person. If anything, you have too much to offer.”

― Sara C. Roethle, Queen of Wands

We have self-respect and confidence but sometimes the cards are falling down, and what we pick up back is the reverse of all this beauty and harmony. Even though we are clean on our truth and belief system, and we know ourselves on a deep level, we need some time apart to spend alone and to connect to our inner-self. We are introverts and many would perceive this wrong, but we have only just defined another set of beliefs. Our success meaning may be different than others, and we are not easily moved by the opinions of others. We like to sit and watch before we can approach the prey or to understand who is our predator. We have the courage to be bold and walk away because the principles and beliefs may be different from what others expect from us. These get easily misunderstood, especially that we have that lovely side that spread love and kindness through our pores.

“I don’t know if I can do that,” she breathed. “It’s difficult to ignore emotions when you feel like you have far too many of them. They just tend to leak out no matter what I do.”

― Sara C. Roethle, Queen of Wands

We are flooding pure love and we are enjoying giving more than we will receive, but we need the sun to glow and water to grow. We are not a source of renewable resources that overflows an eternity. We give because this is what we feel like, we enjoy seeing others happy and embracing their success. We are watching them growing under our eyes, pouring rivers of love over their sad souls, and getting exciting to see them rise. We don’t know any better but to share, because we have so much to give, so much to learn and so much to lose also. Many are not used to receive unconditionally, and forced to think that everything comes with a price, are suspicious, and try to sneak and take more than they can carry. We give and take because we are balanced, we are living in harmony, but whatever is too much will be lost and will overwhelm unprepared souls. We keep our hand and hold it as a cup, to share the love we got, and slowly swallowing the sweet and warm potion, spreads more joy than we can handle.

“Someone had to make you,” she explained. “And everyone else seems to be terrified of hurting your feelings. I wouldn’t be your friend if I wasn’t honest with you.”

― Sara C. Roethle, Queen of Wands

For those who hide behind masks, who create characters of whom they want to be, and who are not honest with themselves, this gift is just another game to play. They get hurt and then blame the Universe for dragging them in such a placement. We cannot ask the stars to turn on the light in us, we cannot ask the sun too bright less or the moon to slow down growth. We are responsible for our facts, our behavior, and our mistakes. When we are ice cold, we are playing games and we are unfaithful, the lessons waiting for us around the corner. Controlling, manipulating, and vindictive, are the opposite of how we can perform the act of love in the form of lust. We should start with ourselves, to improve the self-worth and to work on our doubts, because a flip of a card, can bring us back to the most passionate and beautiful stage we can step on. We are the Queen of Wands, upright or in reverse, and it takes one moment to switch us from one energy to another. Play the game, always with the cards up-right before you blame others for your heartbreak.

I welcome you to follow the tale of that young lady who learned that sometimes we are in the energy of a Queen of Wands who is an overgiving and lovable person, but out of luck she can flip in a reverse position becoming cold and moving on in her journey in her life on Earth …


….continue reading the rest of the tale in PART 44

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